Step 1a.

So I've managed to finish the first part of my journey.  I hit some road bumps along the way but I managed to get here fine.  I seem to have this luck that at least one bad thing has to happen to me everywhere I go.  Makes me wonder what will happen as I continue to travel in this direction.  But that's nothing to think about.  All that's important right now is that I'm feeling a little bit better now that this part is over, but I cant seem to fall asleep right now.  I keep thinking that it's my subconscious keeping me on my toes, but this is getting kind of ridiculous.  I'm tired, I'm sleepy, and I'm grouchy right now.  I want to fall asleep so that i can stop worrying.  Love you Janie.  I will call/message you as soon as I can.

Pre Launch

So I'm sitting here at home on the last day before the launch.  I'm eating a very delicious last meal with Janie.  She's made my favorite, sopilla.  It's very good, and it's one of the best memories that I will replay in my head when i do have that alone time at work.  Chubbs and Taco are doing their usual thing.  I believe that
Chubbs may actually know whats going on.  I'm feeling very nervous at this point.  My mind is going blank.  I have a feeling that I am forgetting something important.  Oh well.  I will remember later I hope.